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I just won't go into details to eliminate gossips and such. I really don't want to make a big deal out of it, but I definitely want to share this life-changing, eye-opening experience.

I can't believe how amazing God is when it comes to answering prayers. I know I've said this before, but anyway, I'm just so relieved.

I was having a certain dilemma which is recurring for the past 2 years more or less, and just the other day I wanted to put an end on it - so, I prayed for guidance and light. In less than 24 hours, God was able to answer me. I still can't get over the part where reality hit me hard, but I know it's for the best. Like I said in one of my FB posts "I'm not sure if it's good... I just know it's right." God's answer was very simple. I was actually expecting a dramatic scene with so many people involved. But last night was so... straightforward. It was painful, yes of course. But to me, it was to end my misery as well. God showed me a whole new different path - a promising one, I'm sure. It's to end all my confusion. Give clarity to all those blurred visions. This path is clearer. This path will bring me less pain.

I'm really excited to experience another chapter. Maybe it still has the same elements from where I came from, but this time, I know better. It's all about a matter of perspective now, just like when I saw God's answer in the simplest of ways.

Yesterday, I said goodbye to all my fairy tales. It wasn't easy, but I know it's time. I won't stop dreaming, of course not. Only now, my dreams are closer to reality and not barely foolish fantasies. Sheesh, is this what we call maturity?