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I've been writing all kinds of stuff since I was a kid... I've had poems, short stories, essays, songs, scripts... name it! I really enjoy it and I'm positive I'll never grow tired of it. I am not saying I'm a superb writer - like, someone you could place on a pedestal. I just know that my heart beats for it. Writing is like a song in my soul... on loop! Haha.

That's right... I forgot to blog about this yesterday coz I was basically floating here and there...

One typical night when I had to work and discuss a few business-ish stuff with Chelly... I suddenly felt this urge of doing something insane... and so I did! Many, many thanks to Chell for giving in to my crazy whim! Haha.

We waited for Cynch and Marlon (from GJ) to finish their shift (many thanks to them as well!)... They know this small-time videoke place, so we just went there! My goodness, I felt like I was my old self... like, way back in college when my [side] life revolved on gimmicks such as these. Plus, I got to spend quality time with new friends... A different circle, FINALLY! God IS good!

It's exciting to get acquainted to a new set of people. Cynch was fun-loving and Marlon was quite a character. We sang our heart out and ... well, never mind... went a lil over crazy =) haha.. Bottomline is, we had a wonderful, kick-a** time! Hoping that this is just the beginning of a new friendship that will last... fingers crossed!!!* And I sure wish the others could join us next time. =)

Wrapped up about 5am.... whew! Now that's definitely a night to remember. (thinking) "When was the last time I did this? College? Oh gee!"

Have you ever had this feeling that you just can't get over something - a certain someone or a particular experience, perhaps? And then the worst part is... you couldn't function right because of this?!

How do you stop this? How do you take control? How do you get yourself back on the ground from the clouds of oblivion? How can you keep your mind straight?

How do you put those pieces of shattered glass back together?

That's right.. I am going nuts! People are driving me insane!

I don't know if it's the medicine... Or the non-stop construction in our offices causing the air to be similar to a new year's eve atmosphere... or I'm just overwhelmed with different thoughts constantly bugging me even in my sleep... It's official. I am going crazy.

Today, about 4 friends rejected me.

First. I was suppose to have lunch with a friend... well, to cut the long story short, he canceled.

Second. Tried talking to a really close friend.. and then it ended up with me listening to her whining.. Argh, drove me crazy all the more!

Third was when I had a peculiar whim to have coffee with an old friend... oh, but he was too tired to give in to that random invitation.

And finally... well, this one's not exactly a rejection, but another good friend ignored my messages all day.

What is it with people today? Am I asking too much? Somebody pull me out of these waters!