quarternotes

Well, not really.

I've been promoted from Publications Officer to Radio Production Manager effective last October 1. It's pretty exciting, yet I still feel a bit nauseous when I think of my new responsibilities. I know I'm going to enjoy this new chapter. Ayayay! God help me! I still can't get the hang of it, especially now that I still have projects for publications on my shoulders. It's just like: the boat is sinking! The boat is sinking! Someone told me that if it's already there on the seabed, I should get another boat. I disagree. It's not right to just leave it lying there. After all, the captain must sink with his ship, right?

Stress is my favorite word. It's the new definition of my name. Every now and then, I tell myself to think of happy thoughts so I won't get drowned with all the negativity in my current state. Sleepless nights with nightmares; nagging from the wrong people; confusion from a heart's curse. All these are not really helping me. Good Lord, help me!

And so I bid good bye to my cold October; wait for the heat to arrive and give me new life. *sighs* It's another journey ahead.