quarternotes

I wasn't feeling well yesterday. My head was spinning and I can't seem to pin point whatever is wrong with me. Then, one text message from my mom answered my problem. Papa (my grandfather), was brought to the ICU unconscious. I had to file an emergency leave to be able to go there. It was a good thing my cousin, Ninay, was here in the city visiting. *sighs*

In the afternoon, he was undergoing his dialysis already. It hurts to watch, yet I feel I have to so he may share with me the pain he feels.

I spoke to Mama (my grandmother) later that day. I could tell she's suffering as well. She said why would Papa have to suffer only to be taken from this world. To be honest, I'm not sure how she herself would take it if Papa left us. How's life going to be for Mama? She's a strong woman. I get my strength from her always. If her walls crumble, may God carry her.

*praying for Papa who is still in the ICU of National Kidney Institute*