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That's right.. I am going nuts! People are driving me insane!

I don't know if it's the medicine... Or the non-stop construction in our offices causing the air to be similar to a new year's eve atmosphere... or I'm just overwhelmed with different thoughts constantly bugging me even in my sleep... It's official. I am going crazy.

Today, about 4 friends rejected me.

First. I was suppose to have lunch with a friend... well, to cut the long story short, he canceled.

Second. Tried talking to a really close friend.. and then it ended up with me listening to her whining.. Argh, drove me crazy all the more!

Third was when I had a peculiar whim to have coffee with an old friend... oh, but he was too tired to give in to that random invitation.

And finally... well, this one's not exactly a rejection, but another good friend ignored my messages all day.

What is it with people today? Am I asking too much? Somebody pull me out of these waters!

About a month ago, I posted this photo on Twitter/Twitpic. It's Paolo holding his new Macbook; he named it "Mr Glass" in honor of the movie, Unbreakable (check Google about it).

Today, Pao was on his way to the office and his Nike bag just snapped! Blag! ...threatening Mr Glass' life. He at onced checked for any damages... Ran an extensive hardware system check-up (or something like that)... yade yade yada.

System's good so far. But physically... er, I don't think he's happy about it.

On its left corner, the one aligned with the touch pad, it somehow cracked open a bit. The base was not perfect as well because of the uneven battery. We brought it to the apple store in Sm Marikina. But, alas! Nothing happened. They weren't able to fix it. The worst part is, I guess they damaged it more.

*shakes head* tsk tsk tsk. Poor, poor Mr Glass.

Things are pretty smooth lately... or probably I'm just in denial that it's about to get worse... oh brother!

So I had this crazy weekend with my friends. We went to Fairview to visit our dear Sheena's little angel, Shaia. She looks a lot like her mom... I hope she gets her talents too! It's been ages since we last saw Spag (as we often call her). Glad we were able to visit and catch up. Once again, our favorite hot seat belonged to dear Sarah and her "leap of fate" issue. Sure hope she'll get over whatever anxieties she has, troubling her or such... oh well...


Richell, Jeebong and I (aka, the Sunday group/gals) are really insane! haha. We had our fortunes read by this tarot reader - gave me the creeps to hell! Although I don't really believe in such, it would be so cool if everything he told me were to come true. Stuff he read were really promising, then again, all boils down to one thought - MY CHOICE, MY DECISION, MY PATH, MY FUTURE.

Monday (yesterday) was really a Manic Monday. Spent basically the whole day at Sky printing. argh! Long devastating story... the colors were totally messed up! We've already tweaked some - just hope the proof tomorrow will be a lot better.

Oh, and how spontaneous can I get?! Hitched a badminton game with Marlon and Miguel (from Gloria Jeans) after their shift. Good thing Marlon had a spare racket! I really missed playing just for the heck of it! They'll probably schedule another one on Friday; wish they'd send a text message about it real soon! Though I really don't play like pro, a badminton game can really boost my happy cells to another level! It wasn't a bad day after all.

It's just my body, really... and her delayed reaction from last night's game. Woke up this morning and I was so glad that my body isn't aching like I was expecting. I actually thought that I'm not that of a weakling after all... Come 3pm today... my body started to ache. Talk about late reaction. I even asked my officemate, "Is my brain really acting up THIS slow? It's sending delayed reaction to my body... ayayayay!"

Good grief! I need to rest!

This is SO not Top Model!

It's the end of October and the deadlines are killing me. As much as I want to procrastinate, it's not anymore an option now. Oh boy! What to do and HOW to do all these?!?!

Strike 1, diverting. Strike 2, ignoring. Strike 3, abandonment.

Have you kept some little detail from someone that you wouldn't really think of telling it to this one person so you could refrain from further screw ups, awkwardness and confusion?

It's like you really, really want to tell him/her because you tell him/her almost everything. But this detail... this particular information would sure destroy everything. It would cause damage if not destruction. But you would rather keep silent; you just have to. If you want to keep him.

Is this becoming selfish? No, I don't think so. You're only saving you both from further pain and dismay. So have you ever felt like you want to shout something out to the world, but you're just too afraid that he might hear it?

I think this is enough. 'Coz I know, I had.